This weather is killing me. Slowly. My soul dies a little for every hour I have to be inside. I can see the trees and the puffy clouds through my pollen coated window. I think about my new little backyard and the new little plants I bought at lowes the other day. They have been calling my cell phone all day long and sending me text messages about how it is killing them to not be permanently planted. They want me to come home RIGHT.NOW and finish what I started.
I’d really like to have an old bathtub to use as a planter. That way I don’t have to worry about Briscoe trying to eat the jalapeno plant I bought. Donald is suppose to be keeping his eyes open for one. Maybe it will be there when I get home! Donald made me a list of things I need for the house on the back of a KoolMenthal carton box. I’ve been carrying it around in my pocketbook and it almost fell out in court today, which made me laugh.
I can’t remember a time when I’ve ever had spring fever this bad. This might be due to the fact that I’ve never had a real job in April before. The real world is for the birds. That being said, I do love my job and it is nice to feel (somewhat) financially secure.
That being said, every day I’m amazed at how weird my job can be. I spent an hour this morning respectfully but forcefully disagreeing with someone. I told them all the reasons why they are wrong. Then I shut up and didn’t interrupt while they told me all the reasons why I was wrong. Then I told them my reasons again, then they told me their reasons. Then we pointed at some documents and underlined some numbers and asked a few pointed questions and then I told them all the reasons they were wrong and then let them point out all the reasons I was wrong one more time. Then you say – okay, well how are we going to fix this, what are you offering, blah blah blah, and you come to an agreement that no one is happy with and you discuss emails and addresses and checks are written and people grumble. But as you are walking out of the door, you ask about the other person’s family, and their life and how business is going and you slap each other on the back or shake hands and act like you haven’t just been fighting for the past hour.
It’s weird. I’m so glad tomorrow is Friday.