Archive for July 9th, 2005

Tonight I am going to my fourth wedding in five weeks, and my last wedding for a while.  My summer wedding tour 2005 will be over.  Which is good, because I was starting to get tired. 

But I am looking forward to tonight.  It should be fun.  The rehearsal dinner last night was very pretty and the food was great.  I had an upsetting run in with a cab driver on my way home from downtown last night, but other than that it was a good night.    I apologize if I called you last night and left you an overly dramatic voice mail, I was a little distressed.  I’ve regained my composure. 

I still have a cold, which sucks, but I’m fighting through it. 

I don’t know why, but I’ve kind of had a chip on my shoulder the last couple of days.  I’ve been a little overly sensitive, and a bit defensive.  I hate it when I act like that, hopefully I will be able to brush my shoulders off and get a grip.  I think sometimes I just get a little overly analytical.   Actually, more than that, I think I have been rather negative lately, and critical of others.  This is going to stop now.  Sometimes I think I am being hilarious, when really I am just being mean. 

So from now on I’m going to be more positive and less critical.  Basically, I haven’t been very loving, and loving charlsie is much more pleasant than unloving charlsie. 

I apologize if I have given you a hard time lately or picked on you, or made any comments that hurt your feelings, and call me out if I do it again, because from now on I am going to be much nicer, which in turn will make me much happier.  I love you all!!

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