the thin line between optimism and delusion…

I set my alarm for 9:30 this morning – even though I didn’t have class today – I knew I didn’t want to get up at noon and have my whole day be shot – since I have a bad habit of sleeping quite late. 

And as crazy as it sounds – I actually woke up at 9:30.  But I layed in bed and played on the computer and fought indecision as to what should happen next in my day until around 11 at which point I moved downstairs to the couch.  After cooking a toaster strudel, I settled in to watch a couple episodes of 24. 

Around 1:30 I overcame my indecision and got dressed to go to yoga and run some errands. 

Let me tell y’all about power yoga.  www.athenspoweryoga.com.  It is super great.  I mean, of course, if you think sweating buckets and being in pretty intense pain for an hour and a half in a small dark room heated to 90 degrees great.  Oh, and not being able to walk for days afterward. 

No seriously – I don’t like regular yoga – but I really do enjoy power yoga – I think an hour and a half is kind of a long time – but you really do feel great afterward.  Well, after you peel all your clothes off and wash yourself and eat everything you can find.  Then you feel pretty awesome. 

Who am I kidding.  I think I’m just a masochist.   Yawn.  I’m tired. 

OH YEAH!!!  I GET TO BE IN MARY BETH AND WILL’S WEDDING!  I’M SO EXCITED!  IT IS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN!  YAY PEOPLE I LIKE GETTING MARRIED!  IT IS SO MUCH MORE FUN WHEN PEOPLE YOU LOVE GET MARRIED TO OTHER PEOPLE YOU LOVE!

I don’t want to go to school tomorrow.   I wish someone in particular would call me back.  I love chocolate chip cookies.  I wish my shower and bathtub at my apartment were better. 

But other than those little complaints – all my clothes have been washed – my house smells like detergent – which is awesome – and I am feeling great about life and the world at large. 

Kisses – sweet dreams – sleep tight.  (I know I will).